Monday, April 23, 2007

I carry your heart with me,
i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it.
anywhere i go, you go, my dear.
and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling.
i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.
i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true.
it's you or whatever a moon has always meant,
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the tree called life
which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart,
i carry it in my heart.

posted at 4:47 PM... bye...

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Friday, March 23, 2007

I promise i will be true ~~~

posted at 1:49 AM... bye...

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Sunday, March 04, 2007

In Darkness

Must all of worth be travailled for, and those

Life's brightest stars rise from a troubled sea

Must years go by in sad uncertainty

Leaving us doubting whose the conquering blows,

Are we or Fate the victors? Time which shows

All inner meanings will reveal, but we

Shall never know the upshot. Ours to be

Wasted with longing, shattered in the throes,

The agonies of splendid dreams, which day

Dims from our vision, but each night brings back;

We strive to hold their grandeur, and essay

To be the thing we dream. Sudden we lack

The flash of insight, life grows drear and gray,

And hour follows hour, nerveless, slack.

At Night

The wind is singing through the trees to-night,

A deep-voiced song of rushing cadences

And crashing intervals. No summer breeze

Is this, though hot July is at its height,

Gone is her gentler music; with delight

She listens to this booming like the seas,

These elemental, loud necessities

Which call to her to answer their swift might.

Above the tossing trees shines down a star,

Quietly bright; this wild, tumultuous joy

Quickens nor dims its splendour. And my mind,

O Star! is filled with your white light, from far,

So suffer me this one night to enjoy

The freedom of the onward sweeping wind.

Before Dawn

Life! Austere arbiter of each man's fate,

By whom he learns that Nature's steadfast laws

Are as decrees immutable; O pause

Your even forward march! Not yet too late

Teach me the needed lesson, when to wait

Inactive as a ship when no wind draws

To stretch the loosened cordage. One implores

Thy clemency, whose wilfulness innate

Has gone uncurbed and roughshod while the years

Have lengthened into decades; now distressed

He knows no rule by which to move or stay,

And teased with restlessness and desperate fears

He dares not watch in silence thy wise way

Bringing about results none could have guessed

posted at 3:15 AM... bye...

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

Crap comp crap internet ~ has just shifted my pc to the living room . Suspected problem router spoilt thus i have to connect it to e modem directly ~~ its like so @$#@!@ at least i can get to use the net for the time being . Ok CNY is coming WISHES LOTS n LOTS of hongbao so i can go to e states in june and Japan in dec ( haha must work n save alot ) Hope every1 get lots of hongbao too

posted at 10:33 PM... bye...

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Monday, January 08, 2007

Its the first day of school today !! Haha ~~ have my 1st lesson on commercial law. Shd be a very intresting subject i hope ~~ but the foreign lecturer is not dat good. Whenever there e slightest noise he will cross his hands and stop talking ~ Its like so @$!king irritating.I mean how will u like when someone talks 1 sentence stops 10sec talk another sentence and stops another 10sec its like ARGH !!!! Lucky hes only here for 3 lessons ( it will be a disaster if the local lecturer is worse ) Every1 has start school ~~ this sem i will weigh my studies heavier then play ... errr i think 5% more hahah ~~ Relaxing and enjoying oneself is an important aspect of a heathy lifestyle ok !! =) Nowadays my internet quite f***ed up ~~ oways cut off like once in every 30min thus i wun be that online often le ~~~ haha will spend the time studying ( i am telling the truth !!! ) signing off ~~ happy schooling to everyone !!!

posted at 10:09 PM... bye...

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

Went to a BBQ by RC staff ~~ was supposed to reach there at 3pm ~~ but as usual e lazy me slowly took my time. Reached Bedok interchange at 4pm ~ but alas it started raining heavily so decided to take shelter at e interchange.Waited 1 hr till the rain gets smaller n Munhao fetch me over to eastcoast park pit 27. Played some very tong nian de games like Pepsi Cola ( mr ash suggested de ) and 1 wierd game which mr munhao explained ( ages ) to us. 2 teams of 4 ppl 2 pairs of shoes and 1 mighty ball. Its like catching meets hantam bola meets bowling? It was hard to grasp it at the start but in the end its quite fun overall just tiring cos of all the running. Played till 7+ and we gt tired thus sit down n relax. Started playing card games n finger guessing games with forfeits ( white wine ). This is where i start to get errrr tipsy ~~ have to apologise for any troubles caused though i am still considered one of the more sober de ~~ though i vomit alot. It been ages since i drink past my limit ~~ nonono nxt time :p Thx dodo alicia for fetching all of us home Thx ck sis for the tea ( See told ya guys i am still sober i still remember basically everything dat happens !! wahaha ) kk gotta go out to meet ck n guys le ~~ is spending time blogging here cos the stupid chris is late. Suppose to meet him at 215 then he delay till 245 ~~ Tadax all

posted at 2:28 PM... bye...

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Thursday, December 21, 2006

OMG ~~ my comp has just died on me !! Imagine days at home without a comp to use -- its like crap. Went to the staff party at crazyhorse -- quite orite the most farni part is when this cross-dress person MissDivious ( dunnoe the spelling ) and our drunk chef Edward is so turned on by this half male half female . I wun go into details as its kinda x-rated the things he do and say ~~ haha. After the dinner ends and the drinking ends ~ we went to ktv ~~ stayed till 6am went home change n tada me ck n chris in dodo car going to his hse. Will be having soccer at 11am. Never really sleep much . Played soccer till around 2pm Sleep awhile and go to the play " Jack n the bean sprout " Its such a hilarous play ~ and the cast have superb voices. Was mesmerised by their vocals. Went down to zouk pondering wether to go in, upon seeing the que decided to go eat prawn noodles 1st instead. Ard 1am, the big sign board is out FULL HOUSE. Jerome Edwin n Bernerd must be having a fun time mamboing inside haha ~~ In the end took a cab home and lie on bed for 2hrs be4 fdrifting to sleep ~~ Hope i manage to repair the comp asap or else i gotta borrow my sis comp every now n den le ~~ signing out

posted at 7:57 PM... bye...

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